A painfull begining

Today I spent the whole afternoon to make this blog, congratulate me . The idea of ​​a blog emerged a day when I thought how I would tell everyone "hah ! I'm In Japan and you are not!-". Then I realized that I need this blog too, to remind me in a year or two ,or maybe after a few hours , all I have done in the year that is going to be the most special one of my life (so far).

 Now, the idea of ​​the blog existed, the think was to know when to start it and how to start it . Today I had to say goodbye to people I may never see again. And the little depression i had today pushed me to begin. I've learned trough the years that between humans, saying goodbye is something shockingly common. But I suffer. You suffer when you meet exceptional people and after sometime you have to say goodbye, don't you? Unfortunately I can not do anything but thank that I'm saying goodbye . Thanks for making these last 6 months something less boring. I dedicate you the first entry because you taught me about different ways of living, you left me great memories, and because I may not see you again ( although deep within, faith exists) 

 And as I keep thinking about all of this, I remember I won't want to leave either.

 After these resolutions and the depressive afternoon that made me take a nap instead of studying , I realize that I have to keep going. I'm going to play the fool and I will never assume that I'll have to come back . Having that assumed, I realize a truth that draws a little smile in my mouth: 

There last less than 70 days to get out of my country.

And believe me , for me it means a lot. I need to leave my routine. I need to get there, and live that perfect year at its finest. And I need it fast.

Today's entry was a bit boring and depressing right? well, at least now that I started the blog I can't quit it. Next week I travel to Chile so maybe I'll have something more interesting . As a good antisocial I will take my notes to study history at the beach. I must do everything to pass my exams next month (and staying away from my family for a while)

 Finally, the picture of the week :

I'm gonna miss you pal.